Thursday, June 30, 2022

Fall

 


A mysterious reminder: for some reason you have to click "Play" twice.


This short, slightly hallucinogenic film is from not long before I slipped, fell, and almost died, but didn't, because I refuse to die for many, many decades, practically another century.

I did hurt my back though.


Ow.






Wednesday, June 29, 2022

Pride goeth before the

 






So often when I injure my back or neck it seems to come from nearly infinitesimal actions. I turn on a water faucet, or tie my shoe, or look slightly to the left, and soon I am in anywhere from two to seven days of modest discomfort to deep pain.

So it was almost a relief today to be down at Shadow Falls, having taken many pictures of the falls, and now heading down a slight incline to the creek, only to have both of my feet cartoonishly slip out from under me. There I slammed with a kind of shocking violence, into the grass and hard mud, with the full force of my weight, onto my upper back and my head.

I lay there in shock. My landing was kind of perfect. But it hurt! 

My upper back is sort of killing me right now, although I suppose it could be worse. I am barely managing to work today. We'll see how it is tomorrow.

And the cherry on top?


I'm pretty sure I know what caused it.





Tuesday, June 28, 2022

The three-letter code

 





This is the merest trifle from today's library work, but if I can't share the small things here then...


Hmm, nope, nothing occurs to me. 



So let's workshop it! 


If I can't share the small things here with you then...


1. ...we may end up clogging the Internet.

2. ...you the reader may begin to fear reading clerkmanifesto because you can't take the intensity of having your mind blown EVERY SINGLE DAY!

3. ...they will probably end up all over the floor here and someone could slip on them.



Thank god we're done with the workshopping. You can choose any concluding phrase above, or, for fun, make up your own.


So here's what happened. We file requested books with a slip featuring a three-letter code made of the first two letters of a library patron's last name followed by the first letter of the person's first name; Feldenstein Calypso = CAF, cause I sure like my coffee! Sometimes these three-letter codes spell out something. This isn't enough to create anything amusing out of the situation (see "CAF" comment above). But sometimes, when the three-letter code is combined with the right requested book or movie that the slip is placed in, it creates a sudden frisson!

That's what happened today.


Someone requested a season of the TV show called "Mom".

The request slip read:

"DAD"


Maybe "frisson" was too strong a word?






Monday, June 27, 2022

Herbs, spices, and the perils of library work

 





I checked out a couple library books for a man at our front desk. He picked up one of our free bookmarks that I ordered before the pandemic and have only put out for the public now. It has a picture of an herb.

"What herb is this?" The man asked.

"Rosemary." I answered. "Scratch it and smell it."

He was confused as to where to scratch it. So I came around the desk, scratched its general scratch spot, and handed it to him. He smelled it. He was impressed.

"Scratch and sniff." He said.

"Scratch and sniff." I responded.

He asked "What is the difference between an herb and a spice?"

"An herb is the leafy part of the plant. Spices come from the roots and seeds and other stuff." I replied, winging it.

"Oh." He said. "So the herbs are the leaves and spices are the rest of the plant?"

"Yes."

He started to walk away, and then I realized I'm at the library and have a higher responsibility to accuracy than just winging it. "That's just off the top of my head." I said. "Do you want me to look it up to be sure?"

"No thanks. I'm good."


As soon as the guy was gone I looked it up.


My answer was right. 

Whew!





Sunday, June 26, 2022

Larry Davidson

 




Maybe memory is like this:


Every second that passes lays down a clear sheet one can see right through. It does not obstruct one's view back into the past to what happened minutes ago. But with time there are so many layers. And looking through the thousands of layers of our history it grows cloudier and cloudier. Soon only the brightest, sharpest, and most well-defined moments of our lives are at all visible or distinct as we peer down among the endless, obscuring lamination.

History slowly makes us blind.


My dear friend Grape sent me a picture of a long ago old friend, Larry Davidson. Larry Davidson had a one man show that Grape went to see. Grape told me nice things about the show, measured things, but very positive.

I didn't really recognize the skinny, funny kid I knew as a 14-year-old in this lumpy picture of a modern day Larry Davidson. 

Or I sort of did? 

Though the picture was perfectly clear, it was all so blurry, and cloudy, and fogged with time.


I was good friends with Larry Davidson from maybe 1976 to 1980. He was the funniest kid I knew in Middle School and High School. He once went to school dressed as Jesus, carrying a cross with him.


Jesus is always funny. Have I told you the Goldstein's Nails joke?


Maybe another time then.



I am now going to tell you all I remember, all I can see down there, of Larry Davidson. It will take less time than my introduction. Underneath this pittance of murky memory I have a feeling. Strange, vague, affectionate, dry, just beyond my reach, a feeling for and about Larry Davidson, buried under the lost shapes of history, invisible to the eye. 

I can't tell you that feeling. I don't know how. 

So I just have this impossibly small, nearly meaningless list of... things about Larry Davidson. Some of them might not even be accurate. But here they are.


1. Larry's dad was a doctor.

2. Larry had two younger sisters.

3. Larry's house backed out onto the upper fields of our High School.

4. Larry was the first person to tell me about Star Wars, saying it was this amazing movie that people waited in line for hours to watch over and over. He may have watched it over and over.

5. Larry was the first person I knew who had a computer, and his was the first computer I ever played on. We played a space conquering game where when you attacked a planet the computer could take hours, even days to calculate the battle. While it did this the computer couldn't be used.

6. Larry was friends with Matt Behrens, but I never understood how much he was friends with Matt Behrens.

7. Larry's birthday may have been in late August.


And that is everything I can tell you about Larry Davidson.

It is not much.

But it is more than he will tell you about me in his one-man show.


So there's that.











Saturday, June 25, 2022

My graffiti wall

 








Quite nearby here is a local graffiti wall. I have shown a few pictures from this wall in the past, but it has a couple of things working against it. One, it is tucked down underneath the river road trail with a very weedy and narrow path next to it that has a perilously steep drop into the ravine just a few feet back of the art. This makes it challenging to see the artwork with any perspective, and also, of course, makes it difficult to photograph. The second problem is that the work on this wall isn't great. Oh, sometimes it's pretty good, but I've seen very few really impressive pieces along this long wall. For these two reasons I hadn't been down to this wall all this season.


But today, a hot and sunny one, I decided to duck down and see what was up down there, not least because it would be shady. I was most pleased! The first problem was naturally unaltered. Here is a sample of the trail leading in to the best area of the wall and to where it starts to narrow dramatically.









Here it shows how we're high up above the river and won't be taking any nice, distant shots of the pieces on the wall:











But as to the second problem I was surprised and delighted- the work was the best I've seen on this wall since I started going down here a few years ago. They are bright and clear and well designed graffiti artworks.



























































 





And if you can find it in your heart generously allow that these are broken pieces of the artwork, photographed at less flattering angles, you may appreciate some of the excellent quality of this graffiti, I mean, if you are ever inclined to appreciate the quality of graffiti.


To help you envision this work there were a couple of spots where I could back a little further out onto the cliff and maybe took a couple of better, slightly more formal shots. The third of these, a picture of a marijuana robot called "Side Kick!" is very much my favorite:















































































It occurs to me that, originally for privacy and work reasons, I have never mentioned my "real" name here on clerkmanifesto, and I'm not going to now. But for those of you in the know, the significance of the following piece will be clear and will explain the title of today's post.













And then to round this photo essay out I present the remainder of my pictures from this wall, concluding with an interesting, slightly inscrutable note from a graffiti artist whose work I've seen around here enough to recognize his name:














































































































Friday, June 24, 2022

Key word: Grizzly

 





Yesterday, during a pleasant chat we had at the front desk of the library (I mostly talked), I let drop something like a teaser suggesting that some grizzlies might show up soon in clerkmanifesto.

Naturally you wondered "Will this be the first appearance of grizzlies in clerkmanifesto?"

It may be the first pictures of grizzlies here, as I don't run into them that often, but a keyword search shows me that grizzlies have shown up here in clerkmanifesto half a dozen times. I suppose that over the course of nine or ten years my dream of clerkmanifesto becoming its own private library kind of snuck up on me and became true. Grizzly is pretty random, but hit the link below and you will find a reasonably characteristic clerkmanifesto post:


http://www.clerkmanifesto.com/2015/12/the-gristly-grisly-grizzly.html


Of course, once there, in the upper left corner is a search box and a person can use it like its own, strange google universe. I randomly typed in "pickle" and got directed to three historical posts. I offer this all not as a suggestion though, just a comment on my own discovery.


My grizzly pictures below didn't come out in a completely cohesive way. For one thing a couple other animals showed up in the grizzly book and made their way into my pictures. For another thing, even though my plan was to put all the grizzlies into the environment of my library, some of the grizzlies were happier along the trails of my local river.



One last thing before our pictures today; If a grizzly bear charges at you that means that you are reading my blog in the wilderness, which is super neat! So thanks. 

Oh, also the charge is an affectionate bluff. 


All grizzly bears like you.




















































































































































































































































Thursday, June 23, 2022

How we say goodnight here

 





Oh, hi. I'm just here at the front desk of the library. I'm trying to remain calm and enjoy the moment, or accept the moment, or not get super irritated at the moment. I'm doing okay. I helped a lot of people get library cards. This is not usually my favorite desk activity as it gets a little data entryish. But I simply reminded myself:

What would I be doing anyway during that time besides looking at the Internet? 

Have you seen the Internet lately?!

Oh, right, you're on the Internet right now!

How is it?


Well, but this isn't at all normal for the Internet. Like, do you feel vaguely angry? 

Yeah, I'm not really sure you're on the real Internet. 


Anyway, we digress! So, after registering library cards I took some pictures of grizzly bears from a grizzly bear book in the Friends of the Library Bookstore. Then I sent a lot of people to get help from librarians because it was appropriate to the context- the context being that it wasn't anything fun to help them with and it was the librarians' job anyway. Then I helped some people with directions and some no library card check outs. Then I made a closing announcement for 20 minutes to go.

And just like that most of what I was doing was saying goodbye to library patrons as they slowly started floating away.

You are wondering what that was like?


It was like:


My blog post for the day is almost over now. Thank you so much for coming. It was a real delight to have you here. Take care, have a good night, and maybe I'll see you tomorrow.






Wednesday, June 22, 2022

Retrospective

 




I suppose everything everywhere all averages out to explain everything.


Lately I have started cruising through some of my old blog posts. Apparently I am close to having written 3,500 of them! If that doesn't seem like a lot to you I suggest going and trying to read them all. That should bring you round to it pretty darn quick!

If you did, for some odd reason, attempt to plow through all my blog posts I think you might waffle between the same two reactions that I have:


1. Wow! These are terrific. Who can explain the perfidy of the Internet!


and


2. I guess I can see what people don't see in this.


Over ten years of writing here I have worn away my caring about either of these responses, as to a nub, like the toe of a sacred statue kissed to nothing.






Tuesday, June 21, 2022

Doctor appointment







I just wanted to prepare you by telling you that I am going to a doctor appointment today.


So if everyone could begin fasting now...



This doctor appointment is an annual check up. So I'm not going because there's anything wrong with me. Or, well, my back is messed up but I haven't found doctors can do anything about that. And I have a cracked tooth I think, but that's for my dentist appointment Wednesday. 

Mainly I'll be going to the doctor to see if I have to go to the doctor.





Monday, June 20, 2022

Five pictures of a mall

 





"Hey" You might comment. "I didn't sign up to clerkmanifesto just to look at a bunch of random pictures of your local suburban mall! I signed up to clerkmanifesto for..."


Yes?


Yes???????



What did you sign up for? 


You signed up for? Tell me more about this? Was there an option you checked. WHAT DID YOU SIGN UP FOR?



DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING!!!!










Anyway, here's some mall pictures then.








































































































































 









Sunday, June 19, 2022

Bernini in the library

 





Just some more pictures today, from a new collection called...



Bernini in the library!




We may be early in the project

or

We may be done with the project after these pictures.




You know how it is around here.