Thursday, September 13, 2018
The sad clown
This is a challenging time for me. And I don't want to bore you with the details, but I am being taxed to the limit. Sleep is limited. I am strained. I just have to hang in there for a couple more weeks. But I am exhausted.
For the most part I still come to work, but I am too exhausted to chat, too exhausted to complain, too exhausted to pick up the heavy non fiction books, and I am too exhausted to whack the machinery.
I am too exhausted to smile.
Nevertheless I am surprised to find that despite being this exhausted, too exhausted to smile even, I still make jokes, all day long.
I just refuse to find them funny.